FML--Really?

So...

I finally make some headway with somethings I've been trying to take care of financially. JUST YESTERDAY I smashed off a bunch of money I owed to Virginia for my car...

Only to wake up this morning and I find I owe a sizable chunk of money to DC--and these bitches straight threw me the middle finger about it.

FML.

and... I quit!

I Thought This Was Supposed to Get Better

I tried so hard to come into this year with a fresh attitude and a new resolve (not resolutions, but actual resolve!!!)...yeah don't know how that's working out for me--not so good so far.

School is good--kicking my ass, but good. Plus one for that.

Work--not so much. Like my job, but... frustrated. Minus one. Actually if you count the fact that I had to induce a n***a moment yesterday, minus two.

Family--nice holiday, but kinda sliding back toward the bs factor. Zero.

Friends-- need to hang out with them more. I feel like I've not been the best friend. Minus one for me.

Personal--the BB situation. When I got back from Vegas we spoke at length and there was (I thought) some progress and development, but a week later it went right back to the bullshit. Don't know why I expected anything different. Minus 10--Epic FAIL!

At this point it's a crap shoot I guess...

I'm done.

Every story has a beginning and an end...

First post of the new year...

Can honestly say I'm glad 2010 is done. I had a pretty dope New Year's Eve if I do say so, with two of my girls at the Palms Las Vegas, ushered in by none other than Kid Capri and Grand Master Flash. A good beginning I think. I even did my due diligence and called BB at midnight East Coast time--no fanfare, no pretense and surprisingly enough BB was home. No partying, nothing extra.

The funny thing is this is the first time since I've been on vacation that I, for a slight moment almost wished BB had been here with me in Vegas...it would have been nice to bring in the year together, but it was a moment...nothing more. Then I came back to my senses and remembered there was a reason why that didn't happen...oh yeah I'm supposed to be OVER it.

As you may remember from last year, I don't subscribe to making resolutions, but one thing I won't do anymore in 2011--or any other year for that matter is settle for anything less than the best--cause BB told me not to way back at the beginning and oddly enough that was the best advice I could've received.

Thanks B! From the bottom of my heart, I wish you success and happiness. I know it was weird, crazy and emotional, but I always knew you meant well.

So some things come to an end, but my year and new chapters begin. I have lots to look forward to.

Here's to life, love, happiness and freedom. *cheers*